Wednesday, August 5, 2015

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This is something I am writing for you to read, but don't keep it save with you. This is regarding both of us, obviously. Actually, it is very difficult to pen down things going inside your head, especially feelings. 

After meeting you, I found myself into some new stream which I've started lovin'. I don't know what it is, but I am all into this now.

Today, whole day I was into those wallpapers, stickers and erotic quotes. Obviously, you were running in my mind, that why I was into those OR I was into that stuff, that's why you were all over my mind.

Its not, that I don't miss you regularly, but today I didn't missed you at all. I would say, with every wallpaper or every thought I read, I was into that scene along with you. Some of them were touching love thought and few were sensual kinky thoughts, but you were inside both the categories.

One thing, I like about you is you're straight forward. It takes me some time to say something, but you say it rapidly.

And your way of saying things on phone and that face of silence when live, the combination of both is swoon-worthy lots of kisses.

The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen nor touched, same is the thing with me I hope with you also. There is no one with whom we can share our feeling before and after a meet other than each other, so its better to share with ourself. It gives a relaxation, a satisfaction, a completeness, right ? So does, HUGS. Hugging you is like, moving to a total different world, where I feel blessed, that I am with some one who is holding me for my sake. Sometimes its like, please hug me I have nothing to say, but most of the times, I say ok then , take care bye. But I don't know about giving hugs, but receiving it from you its hah... atlast, this is it wali feeling, I feel de-stressed. Wrapped around you gives (sukoon) and then its like, now don't leave, till the world ends. My nose & lips on your shoulder, near to your neck distract me after a while, your fragrance. My feel starts from the arms which are hugging you tightly and I want you to pull inside me, bring you more and more close to me.

Huh.. I don't know, how I'm gonna complete this, all these feelings are carrying me away from here. When i started writing , it was difficult for me to explain what i wanted to, but now its fine, I hope I will finish this far better than my thoughts.

Getting relaxed from that long hug, all my focus is on your shoulder, slowly moving to neck, kissing all over to reach your ears.

Kisses, when it comes to kisses or kissing. You're an awesome kisser, you know where to catch where to leave, when to kiss, when to stop, omg ! I want to kiss you right now, that wall leaning kiss, and cuddling with each other kiss, a long deep kiss, a breath taking kiss, and many more kisses. You know, you're best at kissing, though you don't show sometimes, nor you start kissing most of the times but once you get started, you're are the, WINNER, absolute no comparison. The way you, stand in between my arms, you are falling one me, the looks you give, the way you pull me, that teasing moment, that not leave me moment, you're wine and I want to drink you all wala moment. You know , when I hold your face between my hand palms and then kiss you, that means, I'm saying I love you, I really love you. That kiss shows the care I 've got inside me for you. Like, one side I'm holding your gugly wugly face and then looking at your face, I wanted to say ILU, but ended up kissing. Those small, juicy attractive lips, I can't resist them off. Being so close to them, whenever I saw them, biting each other, shivering some times, I wanted them blocked into mine. And one more thing, I think I 've already told you, that there is a fragrance of you which I can feel later as well after kissing you. Its like, .... you left some kind of poem in me, and I can hear some of the lines every time I breathe out. I love to stop while kissing you and watch your face, your expressions, they give me a feel of satisfaction. That yes, I am with some one right, with whom I should be at this moment and then back to you, your lips, kissing you.

I don't know I should write further or not but I think I should let you know, what i feel when i am with you. 

I feel like, I am re-living all those moments with you. Touching you is like feeling you, I want to feel you, the whole of you. Along with kisses, it gets more and more horny. Sliding my hands from your face to your neck, then on shoulders and dripping down on to arms till your fingers, holding your hand, kissing gets much better by this time. IDK, when I reach to your waist, holding your waist, under your tee is like, yes kiss me, I won't let you go anywhere, kiss me. That feel of your body is irresistible, that C curve from waist to  shoulder, omg ! And then there is something disturbing, this strip of a cloth, some hooks and an elastic cloth, your BRA, (I want to see you 2 piece some time but not right now) I can't bear it at this moment, so it has to leave within a sec. Amazing you, heavy breathes, closed eyes.